i will be moving here.. its my studio blog but its gonna include all my experience in USM...enjoy
http://youshengfoong.blogspot.com/

i guess architecture won't be as easy as i thought...browsing through my senior's blogs i am like super impressed..our creation is a product of creativity, direction, determination...having talent alone does not count...

i love the creativity process of the whole studio and seriously, im kinda missing the crazy(no bamboo pls) assignments..i want my creativity to flow again...i have to stop FB-ing so much...start to focus on a whole new direction..can i make it?? yes..

i realise how blessed i am to have such a great family...amazing seniors..i mean..i was like walao...i want to improve, grow, and metamorphose throught this Journey...Apex or not, guess what? i dun care...its my journey and im gonna live and enjoy it to teh fullest..

Yousheng..think Blake Lively! think Evelyn Salt!!! Kris Allen!!!! haha....LAdy GAGA...think BIG!!!!!

Uni life..2 months..

its been 2 months since i am in USM and i am loving every second of it...nevertheless, i gotta have more self control..have been radiating too much lately...well..let the pictures tell the story of my USM life so far..life is great!!!! thank u GOD!!!! let me grow more within!






met loads of great people...i need 2 learn more..learn faster but keep to my own principles..haha

trauma

traumatized.
Never intended for that to take place. Please forgive me.
I should have prayed for that but i prayed for other things.
Its just not a good feeling.
Its like a worm eating your heart out.
Helpless...all i can do now is to pray.
I intended today to be a day of a fresh start, a new beginning-Genesis.
I guess its still a beginning, a lesson learnt.
I ought to be more careful.
When will i have the confidence again?

the last chapter

its been a long time and it seems its gonna be the end of the road. Somehow, i feel relieved that its all gonna come to an end. This odyssey as i call it has broken and mended me at the same time, moulding me into a person i vision myself of.

Things have been different-the way i act, they way i speak to others, my perception to others. Somehow, i still feel the naive child in me has not left but has only been exposed more to the outside world. There are many times that i felt like giving up, breaking down, letting destiny go by its way, but somehow, i mustered enough courage to go through it all. Bonds have been made, some strengthened, some lost its sparkle. Yet, i feel so grateful for all that God has made me go through.

i wonder what would happen if the circle of exotic of friends remained the same as i could clearly remember. Things may have gone to a different direction as i wished it would, but i still cherish the moments i went through with you all.

to a friend of mine:
There is something i wanted to tell you all along but i just don't know how to open up to you. I just wished that you were the down to earth friend whom i knew. i really wished so.

yet, there has been light and rejoice as my friendship with others blossomed. they have been a breath of fresh air for me, and i thank them very much for all the joy they brought to my life.

Who knew an exhibition could somehow relight the fire inside me to express myself creativity. creatively. It was my fuel that kept me inspired and gave me a vision. Viewing those photo albums, gave me some sort of accomplishment that we together had managed to go through all obstacles and visualized our dream. It was a success i do agree-something that is hard to hear from my mouth.

now its the final struggle , all i have to do is to have more faith and i will be able to make it through. I have to convince myself to believe in myself. i have to. will succeed. i know i will. What lies ahead my future is still an unknown . yet, i have to renew my doubt with hope and faith. I can ...

thanks Pn Shariza for giving me a word of encouragement the other day, what you said, really meant mountains to me, and for those who broke me down unintentionally, its alright, you won;t be able to knock me down.

oohoo..heading back to Pahang tomorrow. whats on my mind nw?? -vacancy...

awaiting the CNy hols..can't want to get back to Ipoh as soon as possible...i really like staying at Ipoh , at Ipoh, even though it means doing nothing..

ah ohya..the homework and studies i put aside. Oh well...there's still tomorrow...this hols was spent nice-went KL with the exotic circle of friends, went visit old school, met 2 crazy people..

i love holidays...

knock you down

Gonna keep my heads up high, gonna be strong, gonna prepare myself as tougher roads await me. This is a chance for me to prove to myself that i am able to overcome myself, the barriers, the shells confining me. Though knocked down, i am gonna fight back with full throttle, giving my very best. this is not gonna stop me from reaching my dreams.

I am gonna knockMUET down...!