Don't complain...itu NASIB!!!

its been a very long time like ages since i last blogged. Part of the reason is that i was like as busy as hell and partially because of the sloth inside me kinda took over. Well, all i must say is that life at KMPh was super-hell crazy. Like what i told Young, i have to find equilibrium-hectic studies+ crazy timetable, PRD responsibilities, Biro Pameran for CNY thingy, and my entertainment.

Lets talk about studies, imagine yourself attending classes daily from 8-around 5...and thats not all, you have to attend extra lectures daily that starts from 9.30-11.00. Don't forget the fact that you are living in a hostel, thus your laundry has to become a daily priority. Thats basically my daily life for about 2 weeks. Well, all i can say that for the past 2 weeks at Kmph i has been like hell busy

PSPM(final exam for this sem) is coming like really soon and i have to like study real hard for it..its like a MUST score exam. People there just expect "us" to excel. Sometimes can't we just be viewed at the same level? its like not every Chinese is amazing in Maths...come on...i still remember Pn Shariza(maths tutorial) once said " This is the first time a Chinese ask me this type of quetion"...i was like..ok...just for your information, i don't really like Maths and ...i don't usually score for Maths...so..take notice, ok??

nevertherless, Pn Shariza taught me alot about life. Well, she has these 'golden phrases' which are kinda amusing and true at the same time:

1. To do Maths, you have to hav 3 criteria. no.1, you need to have a brain. 'you have brains right?" no.2 , you need to have the knowledge, the skill. no.3, you need to have the speed, " To gain the speed, you need alot of practice."

2. If you don't study now i can assure you that you are gonna MAMPUS (suffer)!!MAMPUS!!(she says this in a scary tone)

3. I tell you, if you can't even do this, you tak layak masuk U!!!! Kamu tak LAYAK!!!!!(huh...???)

4. I never trust counsellors!!!! NEVER!!!! if you want counselling , ask it from your parents!!! NEVER trust those counsellors!!!!

5. Bukan saya tak mau ajar kamu, but if i teach you everything and show you all the steps, you are not thinking!!!! SAYA YANG jadi PANDAI, bukan kamu...saya yang kekal pandai..kamu kekal tak sama...use your brain and think , try solving it..!!!!

6. YOU are not thinking!!!! you cannot depend on me!!! saya tak mau pelajar macam itu.!!!! think!!!!

7. Don't keep complaining!! do something about it!!! kalau kata lecturer tak baik, itu NASIB lar,, NASIB...

Thats typical Pn Shariza whom i deeply respect. She may be harsh but what she says its like super true. Despite my dislike for Maths, i will have to prove her wrong....NO pain, no gain, i can no longer wish for my fairy god mother to sprinkle magic dust on me nor i can no longer ask for my Genie in the bottle to grant every wish....i gotta work hard!!!! for maths..hehe

During this brief and short holidays, i have to work very hard on my studies, its my only option to score 4 flat. Its everything for me. Despite all the stress and fuly-pack timetable, Thank the Lord that i have Gossip Girls to accompany my hollidays...haha


GOSSIP GIRLS IS AMAZING!!!! love it SUPER..haha...BLAir...serena..chuck..nate,...dan..small J..haha...

XOXO i know you love me

i thank those who were there for me. May those cloudy days pass by as a new day approaches. May i find that happiness and joy that once filled my soul. I have to persevere, thats what i can do. Things do happen for a reason as for that, i will stay strong as this is a world of the survival of teh fittest.

h1n1 strikes!

KMPh quarantined for 1 week!!!!..before this i thought i wanted a longer holiday, well it seems that tinkerbell must had sprinkled some pixie dust or maybe i made my wish as a meteor rain passed by...my prayers were answered somehow-an extra week of holidays.yo!!! Som, what how did i spend these holidays??

hmmm...really did nothing much aside from slacking and slothing around.studied a little...and a movie every day, so far, i have re-watched 3 Harry Potter movies and completed one of the X-men trilogy. Watched alot of TV also..somehow, i know that not before long, i have to click myself into study mode again and i bet my timetable will be flooded!well...enjoy life first lar..

i still rember last Sat at around 12.00 while i was watching One Million Star and i received a call from Young about KMPh being quarantined. Did not believe it at first . Suddenly, my phone was flooded with messages like"Kmph quarantined , kena H1N1, balik pada 9-Ogos"...wow...and i kept ringing my fellow college mates...kept receiving SMS...really kinda crazy la..

"Pn Sharaizah, KMPh kena quarantined 1 minggu kah?? H1n1??"
"ya, kah? cikgu tak tau ar."
"yalar..menakutkan lar...ada banyak kawan call lar..cikgu tak tau kah?"
"cikgu call office lar..nanti beritahu Foong.."


later..


"Cikgu, benarlah..sidah disahkan memang quarantined la!!!!"
"yalar...saya pun baru tahu..haha"
"cikgu kesian lar..1 minggu lar..macam itu,,saya dah sedia banyak maths nak tanya cikgu lar..sudah bersiap sedia ...after they cut our holidays or give extra class..kesian la.."
"kesian..hahaha...tak apa lar..hahaha...(she kept lauging)"

oh well...i guess i'm going back the next SUnday instead. Well, btw, this is my beauty maths project..thanks to May, i kinda got the idea of stealing ideas from Monopoly and convert it into a maths board game! well i may not be creative..but this is call innovative right?

this game is kinda not that complicated..kinda like if you landed on the yellow, pink and red papers, u have to answer simple maths quetions..(wanna play??)


i also got news that my art piece i sent to CHina for a competition has won a prize..(thats inner news)..haha...dunno la..fingers crossed.

ps: Jin: u har...bahagia jor pun tak tau kongsikan..syabas
KMM: Good luck oh!!! add oil
fellow KMPhians-gonna see you guys soon...
Sk&BJ: Happy belated bday !!!yo!!!

Ipoh-my home

its gonna be the end of my 2 weeks sem break at ipoh. Sadly, i have to pack my bags and head to Pahang on Sunday....2 weeks is just not enough..

Kmph..haiz..i gotta go back and eat 'nasi goreng belacan...nasi goreng cina...curry..curry again.."..i gotta do my own laundry again...need to wake up early again..need to do assignments again..need to go back to my room again...haiz...picturing myself walking past the corridor of my hostel..haiz..the smell...the bathroom...will never be the same ...Ipoh...is the true place i can call home.

well, the bright side is that i can meet with my friends again. It's been a long time that i haven't heard and seen Ravi, Zhen Hong, Shoba...and many others.. I can picture my tutor assignments pilling up...OMG...its well quoted that 'Homework leh..can never finish geh"

Going back...Malam Dinamika is coming soon..kinda excited about my tea giving ceremony..haha..and ohya! haven't even completed my maths tutorial..all the Matrix: Cramers Rule ..ERO...driving me crazy..and Beauty Maths...OMG...

Ipoh..the place i call home...i will really cherish the time i am here..Ipoh food memang best!..gonna cherish the time i spend with my family members..

gonna go yumcha with May, Ruo Chien and others at Foh San tomorrow, +sis is coming back tomorrow..kinda looking forward to that.

Why must SEM break be so short..

UPS break!!!

back in Ipoh for 2 weeks for UPS break..

alot to do:
1. Maths assignment: Beauty maths(create a game or model about maths)
2. Studies(loads of tutorial work+maths)
3. finding 'samfu' for malam dinamika(a cultural night)

aside from that, hope to enjoy as much as possible..watching loads of One Million Star and TVB dramas...need 2 refresh myself ..btw Harry Potter is OUT!!!! its a gotta/must watch movie..haha..

went visit Miss Thomasz today and she seems healthy.so..i'm happy for her and she kept telling us about the poor English standard of Malaysia's education system and we dicussed about teaching Maths and Science in BM.(that was a silly move)..haiz..speechless..

anyway, Shobana did not get a placing at KARKOm..haiz..she may have not win..but shes still a winner at KMPH..just hope she gets and feels better..

Nak cari apple?

UPS this week.

English-loved the feeling of writing again.
Chemistry-did fairly ok!
Maths-Careless like Crazy!
Physics-i felt the best!

i remember Bing jian telling me that my fate is still the same like f5- i have no 'jodoh' with Maths...and i am starting to believe it. Its not that the Maths Quetions were like tough..but its because of my carelessness that led me to make a fatal mistake. and because of that, its kinda frustrating! After realizing those fatal mistakes, i stormed to the cubicle...to like consult my Maths tutorial teacher and what happened was...

" Foong cari apple kah?"

Yar...mr K saw me and that was what i first heard. That kinda cheered me..haha..i'm apple boy...then i kinda like consulted him and he managed to like " Tak apa..foong...kalau cikgu itu baik hati , dia tutup satu mata sahaja"(what if they that teacher open 2 eyes?? then sure die lor)
but he kinda helped me to lik release my stress.

Here, i gotta thank Pn Noraida (physics tutorial teacher) who have been helping me alot. I love the way she teaches...the way she wants us to understand physics concepts instead of memorizing the solutionsand this is what se told me.

" foong, dari awal-awal lagi, saya sudah perhatikan bahawa anda memang careless lar."
" cikgu, saya memang careless lar..dan saya tahu saya tak clever"
"tidak lar...kau juga bijak tapi careless sahaja."

THOSE WERE conforting WORDS! Thanks!( i hoped my Physics UPS was more than enough to make her proud!)



btw people here are crazy competitive..all aiming to get full marks its like...huh???...just do your best lar..and somehow their competitveness is kinda bothering+affecting me..oh well going backto Ipoh this Sat..

ST Prize giving ceromony

went back to Ipoh this week to attend Prize giving ceremony...met alot of friends there..haha,..alot people say i kurus jor..haiz..just take that as a compliment! and we saw Transformers!! Bumble bee, shia, , Optimus Prime....the twins are like so AMAZING!!!!AMAZING!!! i gav a fricking standing ovation.hehe...i still dun undestand why the KMM people arent back..so kiasu 4 UPS meh..haiz..relax lar..k?


going to visit Pn chaw later with Jin and Yinleng.





Kmph electric breakdown: hope the others are OK..