trauma

traumatized.
Never intended for that to take place. Please forgive me.
I should have prayed for that but i prayed for other things.
Its just not a good feeling.
Its like a worm eating your heart out.
Helpless...all i can do now is to pray.
I intended today to be a day of a fresh start, a new beginning-Genesis.
I guess its still a beginning, a lesson learnt.
I ought to be more careful.
When will i have the confidence again?