farewell miss thomasz....

today as the last day at miss thomasz's tuition class. well she has been teaching me for almost 5 years. i have took tuition at her place since i was Form 1 and she is one of those people who have seen me metamorphose and change into who i am today. i will miss her, miss her wonderful stories , her house and her warm smile. she may seem cold to a stranger yet she cared for each of us. she even gives us Christmas presents every year.

once she gave me a t shirt , then the next year she gave me this UFO clock(seems cool bit till today, i don't know how to operate it), a pen, and a multi task ruler. this year she gave us this beautiful Allan D'Lious pen. well. i thank her, thank her for her dedication, thnak her for her prayers(she prays for us and i know that). At her tuition i met a lot of friends jinny.....Brian..(you won't see Bryan in this photo because his cat was knocked down, feel sorry for him)....oh well....

thank you for your prayers, this may be the last time we ever see you, but i wil almost remember her.thank you again

Words cant explain everything

its been almost a week since i last wrote my last post, well its not because i was busy but maybe its because of the laziness....haha...i attempted to write a post but accidentally deleted it..oh well..

well the reason why i insisted myself to write this post is because i do not want the memories pass by and be forgeted. i want them to be like in my mind forever as after this incident, i get the chance to see closer who my true friends are.

last wed (22 october ) was my birthday, and i was like wondering the night earlier, will i have a surprise celebration that my previous friends usually have? Will i have a birthday cake?..being completely prepared(mentally) as i was told weeks before that there would be no surprises for me.Oh well, i tried to like pacify myself and thought' Maybe its like a mental game they are trying to play on me' you know they could be like....Oh no no celebration for you den they could pop up and sing a birthday cake for me.....this could be a fantasy but well believe it or not, the sence of receiving a birthday cake with candles freaks me out. its not that i don't appreciate my friends but i just don't really anticipate a sudden birthday bash in front of all my class mates and luckilly there was no such plans...

well, back to my birthday bash, haha....i felt so Cheap, i was like possesed, i dint know what i was thinking, but maybe its the anticipation that made me behave this way...guess what i sis...i checked my friends schoolbags to see if they kept their present for me in there....hahaha....i was like searching and searching....but none of the 2 bags i checked had a birthday present, well not to say i was dissapointed as i was imformed earlier that they would be no birthday celebrations for me but it was a sense of emptiness that kinda brought out the grumpiness in me...haha

that whole day i was like grumping to my friends , esp shao kang the boy sitting behind me.i was like 'hey you know what i don't like cakes bit in the mean time, if i had to choose a cake to eat, i would like something with some wine that would give a tang' 'hey, i actually don't like presents, why waste your money' and these quetions went on the whole day. Poor shao kang. and it went on until i acidentally did something that i thought frustrated kok wan. he was like boasting to all my friends that how i would like to have a birthday celebration and i sprang onto him at once and closed his mouth with my bare hands accidentally like pushing his spectacles. well, he seemed angry and was like dingin(cold) to me.i tried like apologizing at once as i did not want our realtionship to be dingin, trust me u don't want to be dingin with this guy(esp on my birthday). well, i was like can i talk to you seriously....and it kinda went all right....haha...next

during Miss Poh's lesson, we talked about tiramisu and a girl called siao en...you know tiramisu having layers and layers of cream...it kinda related to the size of siao en as she was kinda big in stature, well talking about tiramisu, there was i again..boasting and boasting,,,,wishing for some surprise. Maybe it is my birthday or something, everything seemed to pass by so lsowly. i could still remeber how time passed, how everything went by so slowly. i still remember that during recess, i din;t want to go to the canteen. i was like thinking, what if they wanted to celebrate for me in the canteen, that would be embarassing...haha...silly me

then it was after school that i realised that my dreams are all over. there is no birthday bash for me. there is nothing, feeling empty, i did notknow whta to do, well all i did was to accept the fact.
Devil woman(zhi cong) earlier asked me to Parade(shopping complex) to like treat me for lunch so, we went along with 2 other friends, kuan fei and shao kang.

at the food court we sat and chat for a while until a birthday cake suddenly appeared it front of me. my eyes were like left wide, i was like blushing well sort of, i din't know whta to say ans there was i saying 'whos this cake for?' i was like speechless then kokw an appeared. and i was like.....what...?....OMG...shit ....i din;t know what to say ...it was a sense that i just could not catch a glimpse of what i am doing. i guess its not over as the surprises kept coming i glanced back and i saw someone who looked like my firend Jinny behind of me from afar, i was like is there something wrong with my eyes...don;t tell me those sui zai really got Jinny to come....i din't know hoe to react, speechless, red....blushing...argh..hate to remember that feeling...it was weird..

seeing and knowing so many friends remmebered my birthday was touching, but the best part is they actually put effort to help celebrate my birthday, Birthdays, its same every day, at one point in my life i was like thinking so great is it for me to have such greeat friends and i truly mean this from the bottom of my heart, i sewar to God . Trust me, i wil always remmeber my friends and i care for every one of them. i care for them. i do care, thank you . words still cant explain how i feel but it was just this sense of slight euphoria. the sad thing is that since this is our graduation year, after a short while , we would be taking our SPM, then we will be like separated, we will go on our own ways. Kok wan, kee min, zhi cong, kuan fei, kah wai, hon lunn, bing jian, yanngee, jinny, yong shen ,KKC and SHAO KANG...they will no longer be a part of my days. Will they change?....will i change?...i just hope to like capture the moment that we are all together and frame it in the bottom of my heart. looking at the card with all my friend's blessing and trust is like looking back at the past year, looking back at the times we were together, looking back at the past, hoping for a new chapter in our future. Amon de.

Karmina-walk you home

Hey listen to this song . Its simply beautiful.

Slow down, what's on your mind
It's alright, i'm on your side
I hate to see your injury, i wish that you could transfer all
Your pain to me
Stay here, it's ok to cry
Let me, help you make it right
Let's turn up our radio, let the bands remind you that your not
Alone
We all get low

Chorus
Even the brave may depend on someone
The moon only shines with the help of the sun
It's not as safe when your walking alone
I'll walk you home

Suns out, but it feels like rain
So i will, illuminate your day
I'm afraid i'm losing it, what's it gonna take for me to get
Throught this
We'll get through this

Chorus

Bridge
Need the band to play the song
Someone's had to keep you strong
It's harder when your on your own
Success is not the same alone
Can't have up without a down
Need the straight to have the round
I'll provide the harmony
Your song is best accompanied

Chorus

Leanne marshall wins Project runway

Leanne Marshall the quiet designer who hails from Portland won Project runway...her debut collection at Bryant Park was simply marvelous and spectacular,inspired by waves....her architectural style was clearly showcased throughout her collection and like the judges said she surely had a point of view. She tried to make her pieces complicated but so easy at the same time...Bravo Leanne
i love this evening gown. simple yet elegant

My Gopeng Resort-Trip

me and my friends were like wondering where to go for the coming holidays, after all, SPM is going to over and this may be the best chance for us to like gather together and just have a fun. i was like hoping for an unforgettable trip and also something that could be affordable by all like around (200-300??). So me and devil woman(LZC) went all around looking for tourist agencies trying desperately to look for a suitable destination for us. We went from door to door and guess what much of the imformation we gathered din't meet to our requirements. they say that usually for a trip 3 days 2 night la, the budget is like around >400. and we were like what???...den when we went to Khong Brothers ( a kinda famous tourist agency in Ipoh) they gave us this singapore package 600 (3 days 2 nights)....gt wat mongolian BBQ qor....haiz...is it destined for us to return to Genting our old trip destination???..(haiz...went there for two years odi lor..sien la) i asked about Bukit Merah which i think is my Bio teacher (pn Arasu)'s husband's company..they say sure over budget wor
(white water rafting)

then me and devil woman walked and walked until we reached this agency MY Gopeng Resort...even if our spirit were like beatern jor....haiz..we dragged ourselves hoping that God could shed some light and hope to us..and we saw their templates...RM 128...and our eyes were like...OMG...bettter than collect Gold...tere were lots of activities including white water rafting, water abselling, orang asli blowpipe(which i simple adore, sinspired by my EST teacher Pn daisy who hailes from Sarawak) and jungle night walk..there were tons of activities to choose from...including laser gun fights(something like paintball) ...trekking up the hill to see the raffleseia(not smelly geh), Flying Fox...and also gt BBQ dinner ......our homes are also kampung like...that was what i wanted, to experience living in a kampung like doing these like orang-asli like activities...YOYOYO...that guy la that day told us that with a budget of 350 he can giv us like about 4 main activies for 3days 2 nights....Hill top chalet

and then we went again back to the agency asking for further details only to be beaten by dissapoinment that the person hwol taked to us before was usually incharged of events and not marketting, and this marketting guy came and told us that the white water rafting alone cost 150(for students he gav a discount of RM 125)...and the accomadation including food per night- RM 128 per person(if you want to say for another night just add RM 50....) that was like completely different from whta i heard previously..really OMG lor....now also duno...what to do , still thinking of a solution...some feels its so expensive , some thinks its too near(gopeng-Ipoh very near)...haiz....
(Gua kandu...)
God make a way lar...really want to go 2 Genting meh?.....i really want to go for white water rafting, it seems so exciting....really syok ge lor...i still remmebered when i was first told that the price was so cheap i was so happy that when i crossed the road i was nearly hit by a motorcycle) which ended to be my friend, that sei kok wan....haiz....why pour cold water on me...

http://www.mygopengresort.com/

5S1 farewell clip

Sayonara....is this going to be the rainbow's end?

the 5S1 gang...we rock...(ding's glasses not dark geh?)


10/10/08 is surely a night i will remember as a night rich with memories and beautiful nostalgia...yet it just reminds me that there is a day that we will be apart, separated. it seems weird that most of my friends feel the same way i feel. these questions pop up in my mind. Are we going our own ways after SPM? Will we actually meet again? What will the others be like then? Will they change?...

its kinda scary to think like that..after all it has been almost 5 years we have all been sitting under the same 'boat' and 'roof'. i clearly remember the day i stepped into Sam tet secondary school, my first class was 1c3 and till today i still remember the teachers and from there i grow and we grew and flourished. then i moved on to 2c2(yeepee i climbed to the first class) and there it goes, i met like a whole bunch of kakilang( friends). Yo...and today its me and them standing tall(height) and proud. the Moonlight resonance gang(I will be back)

This has been a journey, a learning experience, maybe even a revolutionary experience. i felt i have grown, grown in a way that i have not predicted and did not expect, yet in a way that amazes me as i felt that these years i really managed to grow individually. From a a rather kiasu student, now i see myself as more open minded. Throughout these journey, i would be nothing without my gang-comprising of chatterbox who are 'cheerfully active'. yet does these mean that we will be apart? if i ask my friend kok wan, he would sure say...haiz....this is a part of life, everyone will like bid farewell.....yet is this the end? is this the way the pens wil stop? oh yes at this moment my teachers still remember me but how long can i last in their memories and in my friend's memories...each year is different , different and spectacular in every single way...magical in every possible way... me(in black) and kuan fei(in white)


talking about my friends, they range in every single way from the usual skinny nerds to the ever talkative one to even the athletic student. my friends seem to be diverse in a way that really amazes me. i hav this friend who can be as fiery as a chilli yet sentimental at times(leong kah wai), i have this athletic and Realistic friend who ahs been backing me up at all times(kok wan), i have this like crazy friend who act like a monkey both cheeky and adorable(KKC), the very 'Man' and vain hon lunn the guy with the masam muka(last time only, now better jor)-kuan fei.....hard to describe them all...oh yes and also a devil woman(LZC) haha...

is it true that real friends and true friendships can last forever?....listening to星光2班-你们是我的星光 while writting this post is kinda touching..( i had goosebumps)....i feel the emotion i feel it...my friends...haiz...it is so ahrd to bid farewell and believe it anot i really treasure u all....i realli do mean it from the bottom of my heart . i still remmeber the 'debating' days that were really full of drama...Gosh...yet it was the time i had fun...i enjoyed gossiping with my 88 gang,...i loved every moment my friends share their true feelings with me and had been true to me so for that i treasure the most....

time seems to fly...if i really had the abilty to rewind time, i will seriously not change a bit....i may have confrontations with my friends before...yet it is through all these that i learnt more and treasure them all....in the recent trialexam, i wrote 'Friends' as my english essay....and i really meant it when i said they are the 'shining rays that illuminate light and life in me and they are the pillars that will support me.' is is true that they have shined in my life.
Me, leow, kok wan, LZC

. these moments together are like treasures, like jewels . each jewel comprising of hundreds of surfaces reflecting different images showing different colors. i feel hard to believe that this could be the end of the chapter, maybe this is the end of the rainbow.....so have i found my pot of gold?....i found more than mere glittering gold...i found friendship...friendship that i hope lasts forever

BESARKAN mata(Open your eyes)

tonight was 1010 my class's dinner night and we had a blast. we leh took a lot of photos and i will show you all some of the highlights that i have ....write another longer post tomorrow
...i just dun understand one thing, why my eyes seems disconnected in most of the shoots?...Open yr eyes lao foong..haha



ME and shao kang (acting like a T-rex)

Devil Woman

wonder who is devil woman?...well this is actually a nickname that i learn from Moonlight Resonance. Its like used as a nickname to address one who has been selfish( in short terms like a 螺 po). This character Sa姨 was like adorable but at the same time selfish and also greedy. In one incident, Sa姨 was like accused somehow and her daughter said"sham one you Devil woman"..so thats why me and my friend(LZC) loved using this term and we would like always call " deveil woman"

talking about this, i kinda feel weird as these plethora of quetions ofeten Pop up in my mind..Is my thinking to 'shallow' or 'childish' for my age?..I often like to act at class (reacting those TVB dramas) and sometimes it may like disturb my firends...Hey you cant blame me for being like cheerful right? yet this guy sitting right beside me seems to refer me as having a thinking of one who is 6 years younger than my age and i was like WAT? today , we discussed on this matter again and it seems weird to be told so. isnt it OK to be staying youthful?..well maybe i am like too over the top ...so i hav tried to change, havent he notived that? haiz...what la..ok...try to be more mature...i wil try...haiz..in terms of thinking..okok...but i will still say if i am 6 years younger than i should be, trust me, he is exactly 8 years older than he should be.

DEAD...hoping for survival

everything seems to be in a mess....i am really worried..thanks to my friends who have helped me...download songs esp..d devil woman..haha..he is actually a good guy....pray for us...keeping my fingers crossed

angry with myself...ARGH

just received my examination results today and its just so frustrating and so angry to see the silly mistakes i have made...ARgh..makes me wanna like break down...especially for my add math scored 61/80...the paper wasn't hard and i knew most of the solutions but why...why ...why make those stupid mistakes...yang lagi angry is tat when my friend saw my paper he said.."oh you got study your add maths anot...."

i was even like angry...u could see steam out of my face..i wonder...i really amde an effort to improve my add maths this time,,,like i really tried my best...like i really really tried...and yet i amke these stupid ..plain stupid mistake..its not that i am not satisfied with my makrs but why...why...why....why does everything has to be ruined when it all seems perfect...AND MY FRIEND, HE KInDA MADE A JOKE AT THE WRONG TIME...RESPECT dude..i know he dint mean it in a wrong way but just respect me for that very one moment and i would be like so grateful...

same goes to my chemistry and biology...i knew the answers..yet i ...its not a damm excuse..ok?...( i know my friend wuld say its just yr excuse)...bt i reassure its not an excuse....i'm just frustrated..why cant i just b more careful/..

JUST Stand UP

Some of the biggest names in the music industry recently came together for charity and sang this new single"Just stand Up" (scroll below u can find the video at your right side...do watch)which i believe was more than amazing..featuring Keyshia Cole, Leona Lewis, Fergie, Ciara, Mariah Carey, Beyonce, Mary J Blige, Rihanna, Carrie Underwood, Miley Cyrus, Ashanti, Nicole Scherzinger and Natasha Bedingfield at the recent Fahion Rocks concert.

Well Done girls...enjoy...they were like standing up for breast cancel if not mistaken and ...great job..BRAVO..

yeh..new movies to watch

jut bought Kung Fu panda and Batman: the Dark Knight...excited...watching tonight...edit later ..haha....excited to watch the legendary heath ledger's amazing performance...you better WOW me..as the joker...

Dude...lets bring the house DOWN

to day we finally discussed at school about the dinner night next week, thank God for this meeting that might turn the tables around. We discussed and hopefully the show can go on as planned....

well , among the performances i was anticipating was kah wai's ballroom dancing with soh...its gonna be great, i can sence it and i know it wil be like GROOL(cool+great)

and i was giving ideas to my friend bing jian to like shake things up a little if the choir group performs, like sing something unexpected...hey WE GOTTA bring the house DOWN...dude..i suggested the MEGA hit UMBRElla...tey could go doing some ella eh eh eh under my umbrella.....its interesting or tey could keep BLEEDIng keep keep bleeding love...its so cool if they could do something like that and close the show with a glorious rendition of gemilang...hey i know you guys are from choir and wat listed above may be opposite of what u guys usually do but this is the only chacne for you to do so...so be brave and take a risk..dude..

i am also roting for this guy Wilson's energetic performances...i deeply know he could do it...who else could work it out besides from him...he is like the elves of my class..liek The POSITIVE energy supply...i wanted something powerful from him...so i suggested..Monica...haha...funny right it suits with his personality and he has the X factor to carry it out...u can ge la...dun say u r shy...as it goes...i want you to sing the tandas berkualiti but u dun want then suan bar...haha

haiz...the performances are killing me...but i can geh....still wondering what to wear..haha

jangan PUTUS asa

next friday is like our class annual dinner,
but Kah Wai(BIg sis) is like kinda fed up, u cannot reali blame him, he is under pressure , man(i won't want to be put into his shoes)...he is amazing , but onone can handle all this stress alone....he kinda said that noone is helping him so he kinda gave up....well ir eally anticipate the dinner night, yet if there is no programmes sure really boring geh....

i am in charge of decoration and i want to do my best, i intend to create this grafiti inspired signature board(look to yr left) den changed my mind and decided to make this cool curf board kinda signature board, i want to WORK IT OUT....
i realy hope kah wai undersatnds that he is not alone in this situation, he has tons and i say TONS of friends by his side ...bing jian...shao kang...n me of course and we will be by his side...just dount give up(putus asa)..

.i get so isnpired by One mIllions Star's competitors..their spirit, their frienship really touches me and this to reminds me of their situation....thats what friends are for...as Tim Gunn says' u gotta work it out" reminds me of Beyonce's smash hit also...haha...

well..he likes it anot...we are going to help him...for sure..haha...and he wanted to dance this kinda flamingo dance...so i designed this kinda headpiece for him...i hope he just regains his strength..."kawan baiku
kuatkanlah semangat"

Doctor's SOn

er ...this kinda happened months ago....i was like on my usual routine , going to school....then...My additional Maths teacher stopped me n asked me...."Is your father a doctor?"(SHOCKED) ..i went like "huh""ar""wat???"....what makes mr Foo think that i am a doctor's son..For yr information, my father is working at some small private insurance agency...and not a doctor...haha

i was thinking, maybe its the aura i have...the educated background..haha(KIDDIDN)...still duno why he thought so...so i went up to my class and asked my friend, and he was also Blur...still duno...DO i reali look like a doctor's son???? my friend said veterinarian...(GEK SEI YAN)..well being a veterinarian its not too bad also mar....at least its a job that actually saves lives...haha...pandainya...i actually thought of being a Vet when i was small....then i gave up coz I hate RATS..MICE>....maybe with the exeption of "MICKEY MOUSE" or "Jerry"

Maybe i'll be a doctor...haha...NO way...the quetion now still is "do i really look like a Doctor's son?"haha