Lin dan again...

From yesterday till today , there was a total of like 2 groups of people approached me and called me"Lin Dan"..haiz...i look like Lin Dan meh...first was the Roti Canai guy..now my peers..whats next lar??..haiz....Lin Dan..i look nothing like him..maybe we share the same kening but...we are so different lar.."You mirip Lin Dan...comel"...hai

you guys remain speechless right???

z...OMG..haha..

going back to Ipoh 2moro at 9.a.m. i guess its gonna be another long journey..but i need to keep reminding myself to start studying hard. After today's chat with Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka(KMM) friends, i discovered that KMPh is like way better(in my opinion).haha..no offence...its like i feel like i actually enjoy matrix life better, meeting new people...learning new things daily. KMPh seems to offer better facilities..haha..

beautiful flower at Block C

my tutorial( i love that place..like studying in a forest)

flower itu cantik kan>>

my room..isn't it neat?? my KMM friends say beter den KMM rooms wor..hehe












this is actually a card for our facilitators(abang tea, joo, jia jia, andrew, vincent, william)..it is like messages from all the non muslim students...it took me and some friends almost 3 hours to do it...+ we were interupted by a fire drill..hah..




















( result)













(presenting the card)

this card may not cost RM 1 million but its full of sincerity..hope you faci's appreciate it.

KMM people finally timbul !!!!

wow..it seems KMM people not living under the rock..haha..got timbul pula..

Met some new friends daily...i feel being the ketua tutor memang burden lar..(kidding) unlike shao kang, i have to keep collect money and go to cubicle to pay the lecturers..so far like i said..my fav lesson is English where i am more known as Big bang..haha..

er...i wonder how mnay people going back this week wor..i mean from Matrix to Ipoh..hmm...duno lar..but i am so far having like a great time here...the library got open at night lar...but 25th only mula...

yesterday my friends told me that Public speaking NOT included in CARCOM ...i was like so sad ..bt....i phoned Miss Zarina and the auditions next week lar...haha..though i haven't get selected..but i see this opportunity as a chance of redeeming myself from my previous almost fatal mistake..haha..

Hope i get it lar...

KMM guys: u guys joining CARCOM??? anyone else selected as Ketua?? wat COCO u guys joined??? i wan PRD!!!!!!...haha..

btw in lab..i watchin ANTM..finale..haha

SYOK SENDIRI!!!!

yo!!! coming back this Fri ....will reach Ipoh at around 12.00+ (at night) and will be going back to KMPh at...Sun(9.00 a.m.)..hha..gonna leave my friends here at KMPh...bt i just feel so excited to go back 2 Ipoh..dad bought some delicious beef balls...hmm..what to eat..i feel like eating Nga CHoi Gai..even the Kmph guys keep call me to pack some food for the,..they even plan to camp at my house..reali sweat lor..

the ticket is not cheap but..oh well..around RM 80+ for through and fro. I am gonna be able to wacth AI!!!! yeppe....haha...

met alot of new friends daily...alot Ipoh friends also...KmPh has been an amazing blessing to me..i wonder how KMM is...hmm..Melaka..should be fun..right???...

btw..this week our topic of discussion has all been about our ..'droppings'...gt what color, shape , solubility....hahaha....very funny lar...even gt girls talk abt tat too..haha...tak segan right?

went cycling yesterday ...boy!!!! it was fun..when i cycle lar..gt 3 Malay girls keep laughing at me..really speechless liao...

so IPOH watch out for me!!!!..need to take alot STPM books back with me to KMPh...need 2 start revising jor...anyway...wish me luck for my audition 2moro for CARCOM (public speaking)...

HEY>>KMM guys...how are you guys>?> when come back>>>??? ...hows life??? f6 ppl keep undating me with stuff..u KMM guys like udang di bawah batu...haha...
btw: KKC...Adrian hope u guys get 2nd intake 4 matrix..coz KMPh..is SS...SYOK SENDIRI!!!!..haha..

ei,...dun malas BLOG ar..!!!!

Big band+ Lolipop+ LinDan

hey yo!!! Blogging right from KMPH...well...read well...

My first impression on KMph is that i am gonna be lonely...i am gonna be labelled as the only Ipoh Guy...haiz...but..things turned out fine indeed!!!

Day 1
arrived at KMph is my formal wear..susahlah..wear baju berlengan panjang den need to carry this carry that luggage....susahlar....but than Thank Lord i have great roommates: Haikal, Hamidi and Hatim(the 3H i met)...haha..

as for my chinese friends..i met lots of Perak guys also..
Vincent who reminds me of a combination of loh kok wan and calvin nga(personality x 10)...
theres ah Phang(Sleeping buddha) ..the Pangkor guy who cannot swim...
theres Zhen Hong(the Prada guy who hails from Johor and likes to 'chuan' me with his LV, Baleno, Giordano, Prada)..
Jason..the KL guy who has a real athletic spirit and never been to Mid Valley)..OMG
..theirs KaiJie the Chung Ling taoist. and also
Gary the Penang lonewolf..haha..ohyar..
God (the KL guy) whos always carefull with his belanjawan.

okok...how to start..orientation week should be tough but thank lord of faci's(facilitators were leniant on us).((vincent, Abg tea, JiaJia, Joo, Andrew)..we average lar..whole week slept at 12.00+ and wake up at ard 3.50 to avoid bathroom traffic jam.

There were lots of taklimat ...boring...and HOT lar..like mad...HOT HOT HOT...stuffy...haha...me and my friends even slept at the halls..nonetherless...the experience was amazing...


Day 2
Jungle trekking day...we had this riadah like for the week and...we had JUNGLE trekking..cool right? Thats what you should ex[ect from Pahang right..the lush greenery which makes it ideal to experience life as a jungleman...haha..the experience was MORE than amazing..so fun...like SYOK HABIS HABIS...haha....

we had a mudbath(even the girls )..and there is like this stream of mud where we guys have to swim across....and if we are 'clean' lar..the faci's will like rendam us in mud..cool!!!!!! many people were like.."yerrrrrr" but to me its like a dream come true..i like kembara and stuff...not being ascout..this is my time to have a blast...i volunteerily like swam totally and rendam completely into the mud..haha..i am crazy lar..though i smell like DUNg but it was simple like SYOKKKK!!!!!

Day 3, 4
nothing much...met new friends lor..

Day 5
orientation over..free at last..no more timetable to follow..like..free betul lor..

Day 6
cleard my room den sleep.i chose not to follow my friends to Kuantan...haha

Day 7
went to church and had like a gathering. again..the guys are outnumbered. i was the only guy out if 17 girls...haiz....girl power????

Day 8
start classes today..all the lectures were slo far so good..the best so far was English where we had Miss Zabrina to be our lecturer. She is like a ball of laughter like...mad crazy..i love her...love..sayang ...love english lar

she called us to ask her a Quetion den i asked her
" whos yr fav singer"
"you guys dunno wan lar...girls will noe"
"tell me lar"
"ok alr..BIg Bang.."
"big band??? u must have like the oldies.."
"excuse me...u think iam old?? u think i am old?? u think i like the Bettles???"
"er..."
"NO!!!! Big band is like a korean band ...i like their song lolipop!"
"errr..."
"hey...Big Band..is that okay i call u that to remmeber you easily?"


thats how i got my nickname BIg Band...haiz..
...had chemistry, maths, fiziks lecture and maths tutorial...everythings fine.


btw..i am the ketua for my tutorial..haiz....OMG...





well..KMPH is like amazing..dunoo hows KMM..like..i enjoyed my life..hope they enjoy too..
for my coco, i plan to join Public speaking for CARCOM( a matrix competition amg other matrix)
and for sports..either Kayak or Kembara..or maybe squash..haha...and i wanna be a PRD(kaunseling)

anyway..something very weird happen lar..the roti canani guy at my kafetaria called me Lindan..haiz..he say i look like that China genius wor..haha..i take that as a compliment..blurr..

Going to Pahang tomorrow. This is gonna be my last post until a very long time.(unless i am back). Yet thanks to LZC's reminder, i cannot blog but i can write my own diary....byes lar...miss you guys!!! ALOT!!!!!


take care!!!!

New strength

May 8th:
3.00 p.m.
Everyone waiting anxiously for the JPA results(including me). It postponed to 5 pm.

5.00 p.m.
Tried to get into esila JPA but failed.

6.00 p.m.
Tried again...but still failed getting into esila JPA.

6.20p.m.
took a rest and took Waggie for a walk.

6.50 p.m.
Went to fetch Shao Kang to MP.

7.30p.m.
Digging in at MP

11.15 p.m.
Results of JPA out...everyone had butterflies in their tummies. There were 3 lucky ones.(leow, kah wai, Yik Hoe)

11.40 p.m.
I checked esila JPA.(before that Pn chaw sms-ed me, thanks)




































_i did not get the scholarship_






May 9th(my sister's bday)
4.30 a.m.
I broke down suddenly during sleep. Cried . Tears just ran down my cheeks. I felt terrible, miserable.




I feel terrible now. I feel like a bundle of emotions trying to drown me down. It seems that i am no longer able to control myself. I feel like a lunatic. I feel like being beaten down. I am not strong enough. I can no longer hold the tears. I just feel weak. I don't wanna lose these all. I can't bear to miss this!!!









I feel so weak and vulnerable now. Tears are still flooding my eyes. I already feel homesick without even leaving the footsteps of my house. I will miss everything: bathing my dog, having dinner with my family, sending soup to my grandparents, calling my friends. I feel like i am about to leave my family.I miss my bed, Ipoh. I cannot believe it, this may be the very last nights that i am going to sleep in my bed in Ipoh. I suddenly feel the urge to stay. i tend to appreciate every single moment. I just could not tend to leave my family and friends as i love them and care for them so deeply that i am not capable of losing them. I cannot bear with the thoughts of leaving with my family.

This is the first time i am leaving my family for such a long period of time and without noticing it, i actually miss them more than i know. These tears keep streaming down my cheeks.


i feel weak. Am i not as strong as i thought?



Guys and gals:
Yes , JPA would give me the chance of a life time to study abroad but it seems that i have already acepted God's decision no matter whether i get to study overseas anot. I was not nervous when the results were announced. My heartbeat did not even pace up.( i have no regrets of my interview)

Maybe i did not want this as much as i seem i wanted it. Maybe i just did not really care for JPA, maybe i have prepared myself 100% that i would be heading off to Pahang, but i have to say that the thoughts of leaving Ipoh is just killing me.

There is none like my family and friends. Thank you Lord for your mighty love.
They are my tower of love, my pillar of strength, my essence of joy.


Nothing compares to the love i have for my family and friends.





It seems ironic that i would even shed a tear for something like leaving my family and friends. But it just came naturally. Never i have thought of imagining myself in this awkward position.





So...GOOD Luck to you all!!!! I will cherish the last day i am in Ipoh!!! Wait for my calls and smses!!!





visit me in Gambang!! as this is going to be a new chapter in my life!!!! i wanna invite you guys into the pages of my life. You guys are like ink in a diary: irreplaceable.

In tour: wonderland

My baby flower growing beautifully..haha...


But unfortunately..some flowers wilted!!! so sad...but its beautiful.isn't it...not completely blossomed though...

i love my garden. In fact, i like gardening. I hate that people have stereotypes that Males have to be a sports fan or have to be a football fan, be an expert in engineering and maths to be considered masculine. This is nonsense and ridiculous. Every single one of us is special and different in our very own way and we deserve the right to be respected for our own interests...haha..


Gotta go 2 Pahang gelor..starting to pack today...and almost all done...haha...in total: 1 big luggage, 3 small ones. Will really miss Ipoh and i will really value these days in my hometown. Btw: When isJPA results gonna be out??????haiz...confused, speechless...


I have everything gua....bible...books..snacks....clothes...haha..rags...toothbrush..anythings to remind me?? and LZC called me in accident today!!! so great to hear from you!!! can't wait to cya 2moro.haha

Come rain, come shine!!!

its 6.05 in the morning...it rained....and guess what? i intended to go to Kledang Hill with a couple of friends. Apa lar...now i can just wait for the rain to stop.

Yesterday was a total mess, now the rain. Is everything trying to pour down my spirit? Well, this just come to the fact that in really...not everything planned will go as planned.

Life is like a bed of roses.(in my mind). Roses smell amazing, look lovely..but don't forget about the thorns...they may prick you to your death. Oh well, i ca only pray and wait. laws of attraction: think positive!!!!

Come rain , come shine!

SPot and correct!!!

Finally, my job as a tuition teacher has officially ended. Though i was not able to complete their exam week with them but i did alot of revision for them before i leave. Sounds dedicated right? And you know what? I am a genius in spotting questions!!!!

apparently, for the boy's making sentences segment, Alot of sentences were done before. there was 1 about the butcher, and ostrich, cheetah....and also about a cat. All these sentences i discussed before..HOORAY!!!! but leh..unfortunately..the boy made some silly mistakes..the " a" " an" "the" ..he forgot again..and lost marks unnecessarily, never mind la..he did his best and sudah banyak improved..and ohya..the boy din know wat a cheetah is!!!! OMG..lucky he guessed correctly..given a picture of a cheetah to guide him.haha..wacth more ANIMAL PLANET!

They have another exam to go this week..wish them the best of luck! Tomorrow going to wacth Wolverine: the origins!!! Great!!! i love X-men!!!! and wed going to climb hill...Fri going to farewell...sat going yumcha with old librarian gang...and this week will be a week full of simply delicious IPOH delicacy before i head off to Pahang!!

btw..reading the Devil wears Prada!!! so amazing.. haha..