i kinda felt being left outside the door, thinking over. Not many people may understand this. Or maybe nobody would understand why i said this. This is rather like a secret that i keep to only maybe someone i really trust and right now the word trust is kinda delicate. in American tv series, u noe these beautiful people often say "you know wat, i used to be the girl with those geegy specs and those braces"or"i used to be the person who din't join to any pool parties" or wat about " i was that person who nobody asked me out for prom night"....well for me maybe i would looks back and say" i am that guy who was left outside the door". General yet specific. Don't overthink it.
Going to Penang next Tues and praise the Lord as things might be in order. The word 'might' was used as i really duno whta would happen there. It seems fun...yet i am crossing my fingers now. i really duno what would happen. They say that if you go out with yr loved ones going anywhere does not matter but its who is going that truly matters. Wishing that tak ada sebarang like....perselisihan faham. Trust me we have enough of those dramas. Its all about having fun and i do not care about anyone saying me 'childish' or whatsoever. This is the time of my life and i am going have to time to enjoy. for God's sake how many times and i am going to be like a child after this experience?....maybe in future when i revisit Disneyland. i want to play at the beach. like play like crazy, immerse myself in the water and like....duno act like a dolphin?..haha..
anyway, learned how to download chinese songs finally and boy i had a blast...downloaded many songs...A lin, Pets...David wong...those One million star songs....and Pets(did i remention her name?..oh well)...J'dore her...talking about J'dore i plan on learning French...Merci..photography has been my passion and will always be my passion i knew i wanted to do something like editorial and art buy i don;t believe that i can choose 1. Photography is like a juggle , a perfect mixture between the two. Gilles bin Simmone...Nigel Barker...wah...just know a few and oh ya, Mike Rosenthal. i plan to be this editorial photographer. Its just a dream, a hobby that i might pursue in future. maybe having my studio is Paris or Jet setting to take fabulous photos, expressing my point of view. Vogue, Harpers Bazaar, Elle...watch out...haha..French, it might be har but hope that i don't like give up halfway. Passion is what i hope that 'maneuvers' me to path of a future of full of glitz and glamour...haha..Paris
maybe looking for a job after the trip.Mum advised me to teach at Erican , teach english, she said RM 25 for an hour(my mum always blur blur..duno real or not)...wah thats good pay...but am i like berkaliber enough to teach in such a high profile place?...duno wor..don't want to to like the teacher who teacher one wrongly...
走在寒冷下雪的夜空
卖着火柴温饱我的梦
一步步冰冻 一步步寂寞
人情寒冷冰冻我的手
一包火柴燃烧我的心
寒冷夜里挡不住前行
风刺我的脸 雪割我的口
拖着脚步还能走多久
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