There is recently a lot of concern about my future. My friends are like working, some are intending to further their studies overseas,some learning to drive, some are going for scholarship interviews. Everyone seems occupied with their own future lives. Why the rush?
Its as if we have to choose our paths now. Its like a decision we have to make and i better make the right decision. So after much consideration, i have finally narrowed it down to three careers. Lets see...
Lawyer...well i won't say i have the gift of the gap, but i can talk a lot. Frankly speaking i am known to have the 'big' mouth, so my voice is kinda like louder i guess? there are times i try to like whisper or control my voice but can't seem to work. Its like high frequency? the person i find in common having this dilemma is Calvin Nga. haiz....we can both speak like having microphones all the time. Ok..back to being a lawyer, i like thought of like being those contract type of lawyer? You know those that help to prepare contracts? It seems to be quite a lucrative business i guess?....a lawyer..not bad geh..can consider.i am sometimes very outspoken also like i have my own opinions and i would stick to them.Its like having your own stand. The bad thing is that i have to like memorize a lot of laws. Haiz....and you know when you watch those TVB series when those lawyers kind of are helping those criminals to fight justice? what if i become like one of them? next..
Architect...a job that i think is the balance between art and science. One needs to have like good imagination and determination. Well its kind of the only job that may allow me to express myself creatively at the same time professionally. Its like i can be inspired and use this inspiration in architecture. Lets say Birds Nest? Its like so such an iconic place now. Its like the building of the century. I want to be an architect like that. Like designing modern/ art/ inspiring buildings that i could be proud of. yet, being an architecture means i many need to be like under the sun all the time. Its not that i dun like the sun but i dun like to sweat when i am in like proper clothes. You know, dressing smartly the sweating???....does not make sense to me.
Business/management...watching shows like The Apprentice really like built up the interest in me . Its like kinda tough yet its kinda attracting. The like challenges and this may be the right field for me. Yet, its still hard to choose the exact field i want to be in. being in the corporate world may not be as easy as it seems. The backstabbing...the competition..the stress...can i take all this in?
Really hope to get a scholarship to help me to fulfill my dreams. i really want to make it overseas, its the experience, the different environment i am vying for. That is why sometimes i really admire those people who can study abroad. So lucky.oh well, God has a path for me and if it takes me to go through hell to get it without like bercanggah with my integrity, i will go for it. I am a fighter.
so still deciding now. Any opinions..haiz
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