the wait has been almost crazy for me. i dunno why but the butterflies are keep flying in my stomach till now. To depart myself from this uneasy situation, all i had to do is watch TV and yes, i watched TV til around 2 o'clock. I also thought that by doing some sit-ups it may make me tired..so i did some ...all i wanted is to have some peace in my mind.
This, i managed to achieve until i laid onto my bed and OFF the lights went. Thoughts kept flooding into my mind. A plethora of questions kept popping out into my mind disrupting my earlier peace. And so i kept telling and pacified myself by saying" Don't be greedy."" What you get is what you are responsible of"" satisfaction!!! " I am a fighter". Well, believe it or not , i told that to myself a few times and i even looked at the mirror and told these to my reflection in the mirror.
Despite behaving bizzare, i need to realize the fact that this is a race against myself and not against others. Writing this post needs to remind me later that no matter how it turns out, fate has been decided but I MUST never give up on my dreams.
Its now roughy 2 hours before 10. In a matter of time, fate is gonna be revealed. All the best. Thats all i can say now.
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