went to menjenguk old tuition teachers today. Went menjenguk Alex(my add maths teacher) and also Pn Chaw(Chinese teacher) . I found it great to see them again. Its been quite some time since i last seen them and be with them. Thus, i surely felt rather like at 'home' or in other words in my element. haha..
Alex is fine and like chat chat with tat Big guy for a while .btw..i bought Swiss rolls for the teachers!!! thank you all ar..!!....bt when i went to visit Pn Chaw..the emotions began rolling. I did not get an A for my Chinese. To be honest, i felt proud of myself..greatly satisfied as what i deeply know in my heart is to satisfied and grateful. I should not be greedy but i felt that i disappointed Pn Chaw in some way. I really worked hard for it..maybe its not enough.
i am not very interested in Chinese unlike some others but i do not like hate it. I still remember yesterday when Calvin phoned Pn Chaw to tell her that he got an A1 for Chinese...i felt the elation. haiz....when it was my turn to speak..i told her that i was satisfied...(that was what i really felt) but i kinda feel that i disappointed Pn Chaw. haiz...and when Zhi Cong told Pn Chaw :"其实友盛真的很努力......" , my feelings were mixed. I really felt a stir of emotions. i really amde an effort memorizing chinese essays and did some research, but it was not enough .it was like a raw feeling. I felt that i have let down Pn Chaw. And at the same time i really thank Lord that i have great friends such as Zhi Cong..who is always honest and stays true to me.
could i have done better?? If only i tried better maybe...haiz...I am really grateful getting B3 but knowing that i have let Pn Chaw down is the only thing that brings me down. Haiz...i hate myself for putting myself in this position! Argh..
3 comments:
really, i think d effort u put in chinese is obvious to every1 tat u are determined to improve it...on (or in?) the other hand, i dont think i put tat much effort in my english oso....u r really determined! so be proud although can get A1 in chinese...at least u try ur best to get it! ^^
really thanks..knowing True and Genuine friends are always beside me is the strength that keeps me going on. BTW, your english is GREAT ..do not doubt yourself...
omg, chan shao kang.....if u dint put much effort in english, den u must be a genius...ur english is far more greater than mine. my english is trash......
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